It's starting to seem like 2010 just ain't my year.
Let's start with the facts: Life is tough. Sometimes it's complete crap.
I have to make a decision soon that is going to redirect the course of my future and I don't know if this is going to be a huge mistake, or a huge relief. I've never been more frightened in my life.
Right now, my focus is determining which is more important to me: happiness, and quality of life, or stability and security. If it was possible to have both, I wouldn't be making a sacrifice.
Chris and I have been married for one year and eight months. Out of those 19 months, I've seen him maybe a grand total of 5 months altogether. This decision may rectify that situation, as well as fulfill my life's passion.
I know there are lives in worse shape than my own, and I am grateful for my health and for the people who surround me. But we all have our own battles and I just ask for peace, and prayers, as I fight through mine.
